#28

Images in my head are all you are to me 

Thinking every day of how it could be 

Connecting through a crowd 

With just one look 

Talking for hours 

That only seemed like seconds 

Wanting to look you in the eyes 

But feeling butterflies every time i do 

Making love 

With you looking me right in the eyes 

Trying to reach my soul 

With your stare 

Not just having sex 

With me wondering 

If i see you tomorrow 

Would you say a thing 

No 

But, mere Images in my head you are to me 

And when that image starts to fade 

I hope that in my arms you will be 

Because no image can make up 

For you right here with me 

#27

You make me feel all squirmy inside
Rolling from side to side 
Like your touching me all over 
Thinking about your smile as you turn your head in your Pillow 
To face my stare 
Makes me laugh 
In amazement 
That you are still here
With me 
No excuses to leave in the middle of the night
No meeting in the morning 
Just you 
Me 
This one sheet covering our body
And your smile 
Looking back at me

Pause

I don’t ever want to let this go.

#25

Writing this from the plane.
 Trying to runaway from the life I am all too used to.
Can see anything left for me
But the same old thing 
Where I was 
Wonder 
How long it will take me to Fall on my ass 
With no one to pick me back up 
This will be new 

But new is good 
new is change 
Which is something 
I need 

I can start over now 
I can be 
Me  

#24

Just give me time to show you
time to learn
time to teach you
time
just   give  me                             time  .

#23

Love, or the need for love
Blinds you from seeing the truth right in front of you
Willing to do what ever you have to keep that feeling of being wanted
drains you

Will i ever be wanted, as much as i want some one?

Sorry

Sorry,sorry I am not intrusting enough for a 5 min conversation
Sorry all I want to o is hear your voice
Sorry I get flustered when ever you are around me and I don't know what to say
Sorry all I can do is think about u all day long
Sorry I want to meet your friends, so I can learn more about you
Sorry I fell so quickly
Sorry that you can't feel this way about me
Sorry

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#22

Trying to play cool never works
I sit and stur  waiting for you to call
resisting the urge to call you myself
as to not seem needy
but all i want to do is hear your voice
speak to me as if you cared for me
you playing it cool
me playing it crazy

thoughts

I say i am lonely but i seem to put myself in these situations.....

Photography

#21

If you only knew how much love i have to give to you
I could lay beside you all day and not move an inch
letting my love flow between us, like currents crashing on to the shore,
my love will fill you all over,


taking over your body like a virus that cant be cured
together we'd be infected, that's all love is but a virus
it takes hold of you and drains you dry
eating away at your heart day by day

thoughts

What if i am the problem. i look and all i see is an open road ahead but an empty road. i want to find someone i don't want it to be like this. alone is not where i want to be.

My List

I am going to start making my list for the things i want to do in my life. there are going to be some far out there things but all things that i want to do before i die.

thoughts

Do  you ever feel like you need a reason to do something? A reason to get up in the morning. A reason to go to school. I am finding it hard to find a reason for my life. I know what that sounds like but its not. I feel incomplete when i am by myself. I am always looking for that one person that will complete me. i feel like if i find that person that things will get better for me, I would start taking care of my self and i will feel like i have a reason to get up and do what ever it is i need to do. not only for my partner but for me. And i know what people would say: you need to find yourself before you can go looking for other people. but what if i don't know who i am with out that other person. its just hard being alone.

#20

Why am i last on my list 

should i not be first 

#19

Hope is what i have for myself
Hope is whats left

#18

DONTBECOMEFRIENDSWITHPEOPLEINRELATIONSHIPS,BECAUSEYOURGOINGTOBETHEONEGOINGHOMEALONEATTHEENDOFTHENIGHT

#17

Will i ever find you
Because all i want to do is love you
I am waiting
Endlessly