thoughts

I say i am lonely but i seem to put myself in these situations.....

Photography

#21

If you only knew how much love i have to give to you
I could lay beside you all day and not move an inch
letting my love flow between us, like currents crashing on to the shore,
my love will fill you all over,


taking over your body like a virus that cant be cured
together we'd be infected, that's all love is but a virus
it takes hold of you and drains you dry
eating away at your heart day by day

thoughts

What if i am the problem. i look and all i see is an open road ahead but an empty road. i want to find someone i don't want it to be like this. alone is not where i want to be.

My List

I am going to start making my list for the things i want to do in my life. there are going to be some far out there things but all things that i want to do before i die.

thoughts

Do  you ever feel like you need a reason to do something? A reason to get up in the morning. A reason to go to school. I am finding it hard to find a reason for my life. I know what that sounds like but its not. I feel incomplete when i am by myself. I am always looking for that one person that will complete me. i feel like if i find that person that things will get better for me, I would start taking care of my self and i will feel like i have a reason to get up and do what ever it is i need to do. not only for my partner but for me. And i know what people would say: you need to find yourself before you can go looking for other people. but what if i don't know who i am with out that other person. its just hard being alone.